Sunday, February 14, 2010

Lots to say......

I have lots of thoughts going through my little brain tonight it happens all the time tho. I wander things like where is my prince that I was promised in the fairy tales???

Why do I obsess about said prince knowing that they only exist in fairy tales??? Yeah I know there are a few princes out there but, they belong to someone else. Seriously how can one person obsess over something so much it is always in my mind. No one understands the way it is people say 'oh you are still young you have time' yeah yeah. That is not the point why can't I have the fairy tale I always wanted????

When I was a kid the only thing I ever wanted when I grew up was to get married and have kids. Sounds so easy yet not at all. Even harder when everyone you know has kids and a man I am surrounded by them.

I know having a man and kids doesn't bring happiness I am not saying that at all I am very happy with my life I just want my fairy tale also is that so much to ask???

Then are always the wonderful people who ask you are you married? Do you have any kids??? Or this is the other one that I get are you the one that is married??? Seriously so that is how I am known as the non married daughter nice thanks!!! Like I'm not depressed enough I need to be asked all these lovely questions.

Ok I think I am done complaining that is my rant for the week..

Saturday, February 13, 2010

You never know where I will be.....

So I am back in the Arctic South Dakota things did not work out in Indiana. Even tho lots of people wanted them too. Country man and I did not work out big surprise there right impossible to find a good guy.

So back living with the folks which I forgot how funny they are oh my goosh they crack me up. Working at School Bus which pays saving money to buy a car with my tax check. Working out trying to lose some weight and changing my life in different ways. I had a bad habit which some of you know about and I tried quiting back in March. Well Monday it will be a month that I have quit. I am so proud of myself and plan to keep it this way. I feel great even better after i workout it is amazing how great you feel after.

The other day the folks and i were talking and I told them I am so over finding a man I am not even going there any more. If they want me out of the house they have to find me a husband they laughed at me. I don't think they will really do it tho cause they think everyone is 'weird'. Which in it self is really funny cause they are weird they just don't know they are.

So I guess we will wait and see what happens you never know. So I think that is about all for this post may add something later.

Love ya