Monday, October 11, 2010

I have been deciding weather to post this here goes. I wrote this one day last week.

I went for a walk at my new favorite place the airport path. I love watching the F-16's take off and land. They fly really close to your head there and that is just to cool. I am so happy that I live in a country where planes flying over your head isn't a scary thing.

It was a beautiful day so I decided I would go down to the falls and sit. Which was over flowing due to all the rain we have had lately. I am so excited about what God has planned for my life. He has big plans I know that I just wish I knew what they where. I was thinking back wondering if this is why he has had me be content in the things that have happened over the last 2 years. Things I could do that I couldn't have done if I hadn't been laid off. I think about what I was asked the other night. What are your goals for the next 5-10 years? WOW I realized I didn't have any goal. Cause the only goal I ever had didn't happen or hasn't happened. The only goal I had was to get married and have children. I realized now that I have other goals they are just small goals like I want to go to a nascar race, go on a missions trip, and travel more.

I really feel like I am blooming where God planted me. He put me here for a reason and I see some of the things God wants me to do. I am so excited about starting the singles group this is something I have wanted for several years. We have so many things planned for our group that we want to do God is really going to use us.

So we all have those really lonely days were you feel like there is no one there. You want to do something but, no one to go do it with. That is when I think NO I am not alone I have God I am never alone. He will never leave me nor forsake me. When every other man treats me bad or does me wrong God is there.

I have faith that God will give me the desires of my heart. One day I will finally have my husband and family.


And So It Goes said...

Praising your healthy attitude today! Love you, Girl.

South Dakota Gang said...

I am so proud of you and the lady that you have became. The way you want to serve God no matter what. Keep your spirits high there will be set backs believe me 18 yrs in the ministry and working with Eastside the Devil will attack those who are doing something. Stay faithful is all I have ever asked of my girls. You have and will. Dad